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I'm feeling much better now!

Fri Jun 26, 2009, 11:32 PM
[ I'm feeling much better now! ]
As you can read, yeah, I'm feeling better. I've had some time to clear my head; a good chunk of that time was in the hospital, actually. Being in such a quiet and dreary environment was so strange...It's scary in there. Depressing, too. I never want to go back. I also never want to allow myself to work myself up so much to end up like that. I've been doing yoga and Pool is becoming a favorite game of mine now, even though all yesterday me and Bryan were on the Fail boat. (Like a boss! LOL) But nah. Me and :icontherainydog: have been playing pool over at the guy's dorms; and I've been catching up on my sleep on him. :3 He's comfyyyyy rofl. But yeh, back to the point. I'm rebuilding myself - I already started and am in the process of. I think I'm doing good. I was shocked too because my Roommate bought me COPICS, and I've known her what, two weeks?! I was so stoked! Yeah. So I promise myself I'm going to become the very best I can be. I'm actually sitting in Digital design right now, so I'm actually going to go...

:heart: :icontherainydog::iconlove:

Ciao.


[ Emergency Room Scaredown and Updates (from hell) ]
Last night was probably one of the hardest nights in my life.

I left my boyfriend (who I was VERY happy with) because he is moving, and I don't feel like I'm being 100% truthful. I don't feel like I'm 100% myself. I feel like a cheating whore that doesn't give a fuck for anybody but themselves. I am still not to my liking. I don't feel like I'm a good person who deserves someone as loving as he is.

Anyways, I was placed in the emergency room last night. I had an asthma attack and passed out; I still don't really remember any of it.

I don't wanna talk anymore. I don't want to eat. I just want to sleep. And be left alone. Maybe forgotten here at the academy.





It's not worth it to me anymore. I just want this pain to end.

I want to go to the stairway to heaven with him...

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  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Large (Girls Shirts) and Medium (Boy Shirts)
  • Print preference: None.
  • Interests: Art, Music (Listening and making/playing it), Manga and Anime
  • Favourite movie: Idol Hands, Shaun of the Dead, A Christmas Story, Nightmare Before Christmas, and many others...
  • Favourite band or musician: Avenged Sevenfold, A.F.I., My Chemical Romance, and many others.
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock (All Kinds, including J-Rock), Punk, Metal, And Japanese/Korean Symphonic music.
  • Favourite artist: Myself~ And Jessica and Gabby!
  • Favourite poet or writer: JEssica and Gabby~
  • Favourite photographer: Marlena <3
  • Favourite style of art: CG + Photography + Photomanip.
  • Operating System: Windows Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: Any. I'm not picky.
  • Skin of choice: Black (Computer skin!)
  • Favourite game: Lots.
  • Favourite gaming platform: Wii or DS...
  • Favourite cartoon character: Niki / Karlen / Hisoka
  • Personal Quote: "Uhh, What?"
  • Tools of the Trade: 0.5mm Mechanical Pencil, Jasc Paint Shop Pro 9 | Photoshop, Illustrator, Flash CS3 | Open Canvas 1

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10 deviants said Disturbed
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7 deviants said Iron Maiden
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3 deviants said Pantera
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1 deviant said Slayer
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No deviants said Megadeth
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No deviants said The Faceless
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~TheRainyDog:iconTheRainyDog: 2 days 7 hours ago
;3 halo sexy nikki

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"Life is just one huge party,you puke and then some" ;)
*d-dinosaur:icond-dinosaur: Jun 21, 2009, 10:02:59 PM
lol wassup its Candice here :P
you have some really cool stuff in your gallery!!
we need to all hang at the game-thing and battle in brawl again some time :P
Candice, out!

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STOP THE DRAINING
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~OmgTomAndMark:iconOmgTomAndMark: May 29, 2009, 3:37:53 PM
I think its possibly maybe I've fallen for you <3
dun dun dun dun dun da da da dun da someething~
xD NMIKKfdopfpjdfkjebjkjeewfbjkgrbjkgrbjkgr

Mo I'm a cow.

:iconlove:

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Mood: Joy ~ReincarnationX:iconReincarnationX: May 27, 2009, 2:54:35 AM
Happy belated Birthday hehe i logged on :) well ttyl, i need to start drawing again or BUY A TABLET! laters :]
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